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so yeah i didnt update cuz i wanted to wait a bit so it looks like i have a life.. umm idk i last updated i think wednesday..so wednesday night went to olive garden with dre and jake and that was fun cuz i love them =) then stopped in shoprite to see justin then went home.. so yeah thursday went to school left early and went to work that night from 5-9 it was my first day back so i was happy to c everyone... friday i went to school, left early then went prom dress shopping with dre.. we werent very successful but thats ok it was still fun and i got an outfit to wear to junior prom.. so i went home and justin came over to chill then i got ready to go to iha's junior prom to check people in and stuff so i went and got lauren at dance and we went and chilled at junior prom with bri and danielle and it was fun yet sad cuz we realized how in like 31 or so school days we wont ever see each other ever again.. yeah depressing much?.. so after that i left around 9ish and drove lauren home then justin came back over and we hung out... then yesterday i went to work in the morning from 10-2 which was beautiful then me and dre went to englewood and all over route 4 to look for dresses.. we were stalked by these girls who showed up and all the stores we went to so that was kinda sketchy but yeah it was fun then i went out to dinner with justin and chilled.. today i went to work from 9-3 then justin took me to palisades to look at dresses and i think i found oneee =) after all weekend so idk ill hafta go back with my mom and check it out again.. so right now im thinkin of how i have a lot to do 2morrow.. school, makeup physics quiz, talen show practice.. my first FULL day of school in a month lol oh mann its gunna b exciting.. well thats it, love u bitches.
madd loveee
c.dillz<3
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so yeah im still procrastinating doing my homework and its 8oclock and normally im tired by 10 now ever since mono.. ah wutever i took like a 10hour nap today after school cuz i was bored.. so yeah went to school it was gay as usual have a lot of shit to makeup still.. stayed after and did a physics lab for a lil bit then came home, slept like i said and got out of getting my blood drawn.. ate dinner and talked to rob =) we decided hes winning the lottery and moving to california and im coming with him which shud b fun.. so yeah i have a lot of crap to do tonight but wutever 2morrow im leaving school early again cuz i have study at the end of the day as well as first period so i only have 3 classes 2morrow which 2 of them are pointless to my life, religion and psyc, so yeah then i gotta go to the mall and get something to wear for junior prom on friday cuz i hafta go for a lil and check them in and stuff... ahh the joy of being a senior class officer.. well wutever we r starting to plan our prom and its gunna be amazinggg its all like hollywood and oscar themed and its called a night of stars.. so yeah pretty pumped for that and of course prom weekend =) thats not till may 5th tho
in better news...
36 school days left of high school.... crazyness
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heyyy wutupp its like 9pm on monday night and im writing in this to avoid doing my hw, not to mention i put one of those imchaos things on to track who goes on this site and it was pretty popular yesterday so i guess ill continue writing in it.. my life isnt that exciting but yeah anyway..
today was my first day back at school and everyone was so nice and happy to see me so it made me feel good =) my teachers that i saw were all madd chill and just basically want me to take an incomplete for the quarter since it ends next week and then just make up the work at my leisure.. im gunna try and take as least of those as possible but maybe one or two wont be so bad.. so after i got out early (im not staying for full days yet cuz i get tired too easily) i went to charlie browns with dre for lunch which was grand as always.. then i came home and slept.. when i got up i went with the parental units to the saddle brook marriot for a presentation from scranton university for accepted students.. to my surprise ashley was there!! which made it def better.. i liked it so now im gunna go c scranton and maybe that will b the college for me who knowsss its pretty much between that and salisbury as ive prob said idk.. this whole college thing is so blahh and stressful but as of yesterday only 2 more months left of high school and in 1 month ill know where im goin to school.. so everything will work out i hope.. im really gunna miss my friends and of course justin cuz its gunna b hard to c everyone since we r all goin in our seperate directions. oh well ill get over it.
right now im writing 500 essays for bradens religion class cuz she has no sympathy for me being sick and expects everything to be handed in as soon as i get back. ughh wutever i guess i better get back to that. 2morrow im again stayin till lunch and then comin home and sleepinggg so my life is just oh so excitingg
madd loveee
c.dillz
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| wow its only been a year... |
[19 Mar 2006|02:06pm] |
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so yeahh im really bored and i know that no one has these live journals anymore but i decided to update mine a little bit.... yeah its been over a year and i figured its time.. i obviously cant update u the whole year but heres a basically jist..
...junior year ended and i hated pretty much every minute of it.. summer came and went and it was pretty awesome cuz its summer.. senior year started and man was it weird to feel like a senior.. im class secretary which is pretty sweet and of course im still "court with sports" yeah its gay but it gets me my lil feeling of fame. i got a job last may at shoprite in the bakery section and when they really need a chasier ill do that too. im still workin there and i love it for the most part except that they own my life. crissy even came and started workin with me there in september i think.. i even met this amazingg person there, his name is justin and now hes been my boyfriend since november 30th =) hes a senior at suffern and the most awesome guy i know. nothin out of the ordinary has really happened this year. school ends in 2 months from today which is just totally bizzare to think im done with high school. idk where im goin to college yet, probably either salisbury university in maryland or scrantan in pennsylvania, we'll see. im really gunna miss my friends and its gunna b totally different but at the same time im pumped beyond belief. umm yeah so thats pretty much the update
as for now im just getting over mono and ive had it for 3 weeks. 2morrow ill b back in school for the first time since ive gotten it so basically ill have a shitload of work to makeup cuz im a slacker and im behind, oh well. i finally went out this weekend and yesterday even went to continental arena for the bosco hockey semifinal game. they lost but i always have a good time watchin them play.. no more games next yr tho which is gunna b weirdddd. so yeah thats pretty much it, ill see if i keep this thing up or not but for today it was fun redoing it. comment and let me know if i shud keep it or not.
madd returning love,
c.dillz<3
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wutupp its friday.. and i cant believe break is almost over.. but next week shudnt b toooo bad getting thru it cuz prom is on friday which shud b a blast cuz semis and stuff always are.. so neway update.. monday i went to dre's and we watched a cinderella story cuz we r cool like that.. then tuesday i went to the bosco vs pc bball game at night with nikki and bosco won! yay! so then we hit up dunkin donuts after and then i went home.. wednesday im tryin to remember wut i did but i do know at night dre came and picked me up and we went bowling she beat me.. but not by a lot!! i improved after starting off with all zero's.. then we went to the diner with kristy and john met us there too.. good times good times.. so then dre took me home and yeahh called it a night.. yesterday i went with crissy to go get her dress at some place in a town called verona [like 45 mins away] and when i was helpin her with her dress the zipper broke so i thought it was my fault but it turns out it had done that when she tried it on last week too.. so we just had to wait for the seamstress to put on a new zipper and she also altered a bit in the front but AWWWW did my crissy look like a lil princess.. too cute.. and while we waited her dad was crackin me up.. i love mr chaffy.. he gave me some good prom tips ;) haha all im gunna say is tacks and push pins lol.. so yeah after that we went to the mall but didnt get nething cuz i was lookin for a bracelet but i didnt c ne that i really liked.. so we went bak to my house and i tried on my dress for her and its strapless but i have these lillll straps to put on it and the part of one broke :( so mommy wasnt happy with the store so we hafta go bak and get another lil strap.. but then crissy left and i went and rented first daughter with katie holmes.. then it started to snow so of course my life was ruined ONCE AGAIN! i hate snow and of course it happens allll the time when we r off.. so then the charger to my laptop was sparking the other day so i cant use it and ive been on my downstairs comp but my bro wudnt let me use it last night cuz he was being sooo gay and really pissing me off so i didnt get online till like 1 in the mornin and had a lovely convo with cody even tho i think he was delerious lol.. but yeah today i got up and had to shovel.. dont really know wut im doing tonight but hopefully sumthin exciting.. 2morrow is iha vs pv for county championship at 230 so ne1 reading this MUST GO!!! and im babysitting 2morrow night.. how exciting.. and umm yeah thats about it for now peaceee
love you
courtney<3
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so its monday and it totally figures that it snows a sunday night into monday when we have off.. if we had school we def wudve been off for snow but of course things work out gay sometimes.. so anyway saturday night i tried my dress on for my dad and he hated it and told me how bad it looked after my mom said how good it looked so i cried lol and refused to talk to my parents for the rest of the night [all part of my plan] so i watched 8 mile in my room and just chilled.. then yesterday my mom woke me up early to take me to willowbrook with my dad to look for another dress and shes like dont b mad i know ur mad we'll find u another dress blahblah so i was like uh huh w/e and just gave them a totaly attitude and i told my dad that we were going to cache and getting my expensive dress and its coming out of his paycheck [now i wud normally never say that but i wanted to b a bitch so i was] so we went to willowbrook and they have this store filled with dresses so i told my mom i hated all of them and i said very few words and i was just so mad.. so then im like lets go to cache so my mom picked out a dress there and it looked terrible so then i got my dress that i wanted and tried it on and my mom was telling the lady there how it was all i wanted and i come out and the lady was like aww it looks beautiful [hm where did i hear that b4?] so my mom broke down and got it cuz she knew how much i wanted it.. but i hafta pay for some of it.. oh well.. and i got matching earrings so then i went out and was all nice to my dad and hes like wow ur mood changed.. so yeah i was happy.. i went home and slept a lil bit then crissy came and got me for the game.. BOSCO WON!!! yay!! when i walked in i got scared cuz ellena's bf adam wasnt playing and hes like an amazingggg player so i was a bit nervous.. but its all good cuz the team stepped it up and played really well.. i was pumped.. so after some frosh girls asked me for my autograph for being court with sports.. that was amusing.. then elman was driving me home so we stopped for pizza and i was with crissy, elman and lil elman good times.. so i went home and went online and chilled then went to bed.. today i got up so early for some reason but i just went out and shoveled a bit while my dad used his snowblower.. then i played snow football with bail and he tackled me it was just lovely.. yup a dog kicked my ass.. so idk wut im doing today cuz the snow is gay but wut can ya do.. thats it for now peaceee
mad love
c.dillz
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[19 Feb 2005|08:32pm] |
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so im finally on winter break! whooopwhoooop!! yeah so pumped cuz i hate school.. so it turns out sinko sent me a spanish progress report so i know want to hurt her badly.. shes lucky we r off for a week otherwise she wudve had to deal with my bitch side.. so yeah besides that nothing really exciting happened the rest of the week in school.. my mom is still buggin me about a job and she tells me how she doesnt understand if i want a car and all this ish how do i expect to get it and i cant exactly tell it to her face that i hope to god she buys me a car and im depeding on her.. cuz shed flip but w/e.. so last night i went out to dinner with the parental units cuz my bro is away so im an only child till monday night =) we went to fridays and i saw all the girls and guys walkin to the bosco dance and it made me sad cuz i was like aww the good old days.. but neway then i went to crissys house and we partied it up.. she got some wacky dvds of exercises done my carmen electra which were so freakin scary and i was grossed out but then we watched the mtv hits channel and just parttaaayed.. we were suppose to wake up early this morning and go to the soup kitchen but when we got up i just was like um no way so i went back to bed so we didnt go.. when we did wake up we went to the tanning salon but i just waited for crissy as she got tan cuz i know if i go ill prob come out like a lobster and plus im workin on my mom lettin me go cuz my dad says ill get cancer.. so my parents came and got me and then we went to clixes and i saw elman and lil elman!! i was so pumped.. so then we went home and my mom and i set out yet again to look for prom dresses.. there was nothing in westwood cuz it was all so damn expensive and they looked shitty on me too.. so we were goin to the mall so i cud buy my new jeans but we stopped at lord & taylor even tho i already went there and i ended up gettin a dress!! but im not like THAT happy with it cuz its sooooo bizzare and different. i wudve never picked it out but my mom just kept saying how good it looked and blahblah so i got it but i may return it depending on if i find another dress.. so we went to the mall and i got my jeans and my mom got her glasses fixed then we did some other ish and came home and went out to dinner with my dad to pasta y pollo in ridgewood [yes i go out for every meal when im an only child i love it] and now im home.. rented wimbledon but idk if i feel like watchin it cuz im soo tired.. so 2morrow im gettin up early and goin to willowbrook mall with my mom incase i see another dress there.. and then 2morrow night is the bosco vs bergen hockey playoff game!! bosco better win.. speaking of hockey incase u live under a rock which most america does cuz they dont like hockey... the nhl was officially cancelled this week so i was COMPLETELY depressed!! but last night they came to a deal and may "un-cancel" it which wud make me unbelievably happy cuz then i can go to the devils games! yay that wud b hott.. so yeah thats about it for now...
mad love
courtney<33
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ok so its mondayyy but only 4 more days of school then break! whoohoo.. but neway um last week i stayed home again wednesday cuz i was really sick.. then i went bak thursday and friday then friday night i went to the bosco delbarton hockey game with crissy.. it was sad cuz bosco lost so i shudve just went to the iha skate night but w.e... saturday i went prom dress shopping again but didnt get nething.. then i went to ash's and cap and anders picked us up and we went to the mall and met up with mark mo nikki casey and a bunch of other ppl.. us 4 mark and mo ended up goin to marks friends house.. very random/interesting night.. eventually me and ash got bak to caps house with him and were pondering sleeping over lol but ashs mom came and got us.. so we went home and thats all im gunna say about that night lol.. so yesterday i didnt do much i was tired.. so then i made cookies watched some movies.. the usual.. today was school which was gay as always cuz i have so much ish due for english this week its crazy and progress reports come out 2morrow which sucks too but i hope i wont get ne.. my mom just informed me i hafta go get a job which sucks more then nething but wut can ya do.. maybe ill just work in stop and shop.. who knowsss.. so thats about it for now.. today is valentines day woohoo i hate it cuz valentines day is not for me.. even if i do get valentines i mess it up lol but i wont go there.. so yeah my dad usually gets me something cuz hes cool like that so maybe he'll get me something =) we'll see.. thats about it for now.. peacee
mad love
courtney<3
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ok so i really gotta get better at updating this thing.. but wutever its only been a week which isnt too bad.. so ok last week nothing that great happened.. friday crissy came over then jenna and we went to the bergen vs bosco hockey game and BOSCO WON!!!! oh man i was so sooo soooooo pumped! it was great.. so many fans there which im not used to seeing at those games cuz usually not a lot of ppl go but it was so hott.. and jenna got us all saying ryan carroll.. so hott right now.. but yeah thats another story lol.. so after that i went home and went online.. u kno.. the usual.. so saturday i was pretty damn sick but i didnt have to babysit which was good.. dre picked me up in the afternoon and we went to lord and taylor and then the mall lookin for prom dresses but we really didnt find much at all.. it kinda sucked but yeah.. so then i came home and went out to dinner with the fam then dre and dattoli came over and we watched some movies and chillaxed.. then sunday was the superbowl but of course my jets werent in it =(.. but the patriots won which was good.. i stayed home like a loser and talked to ellena online cuz she was home like me! yay! lol so thats basically all i did.. yesterday was stupid school again and just too much drama going on with my friends this is my quote for all of it...
Everyday I’m brought some more drama.
Broken hearts and fallen tears.
Backstabbing friends, friends of years.
My heart and trust has been broken many times
All that can't even be explained within these rhymes.
Petty fights, sleepless nights
Always having a hard time choosing what's right.
Being caught in the middle of either parents or friends.
Drama, Drama, it never ends.
Fights, rumors, taking sides, and breakups;
This is what my daily life is made up of.
No more drama, I'm sick of it.
I can't take it, it's too much.
Too much for me to handle, I'll end it now.
Stupid arguments, I'll let everyone win.
Jerks and players, I won't let them in.
I shouldn't have to cry over these little things.
Just a waste of time and chaos is all it brings.
ok so yeah its just gay but wuteverrrr.. so last night was junior ring ceremony.. i was just saying stuff loud the whole time cuz i didnt care and its fun to make fun of people.. so we got our rings whoppdie doo.. and yeah today im home sick from school cuz i keep coughing and its just gross.. 2morrow is a half day and maybegoin to bergen and p.hills with ash? who knowss the day is still young! but i do know im goin to the doc in a lil bit so im outttt later
courtney<3
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yes the subject is tru.. this entry is for julia ashley u know why? cuz shes prob one of the only ones that read this! lol and she informed me about this is spanish.. now was that before or after she said something about there being things call iguana bears in the galapagos islands? and if i adopt one it will eat me? hahaha that was seriously the greatest even tho dre told me to shut up =-o yes that was hurtful.. so um yeah today i went with my mom to drop off sean and my bro at bosco cuz i really didnt feel like taking the bus.. that was intriguing as always.. so then i went to school and totally didnt do my beda hw but idc cuz beda pisses me off.. in class today she was like everyone be quiet or ill make u stay after! so i said well im sorry beda we r not from korea we dont over work ourselves so u cant keep us after.. i hope she didnt hear that.. too bad if she did.. so um yeah hopefully dre will steal her bros car from him tonight and come pick me up! cuz that wud b hott.. only 13 more days of school till winter break! whoop whoop.. and i think 83 or so till school is out.. not bad.. but yeah thats about it for now.. peacee
-mad love-
courtney<3
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yeahh i havent updated at all cuz there really hasnt been nething THAT exciting.. i mean i went bak to school that week and took a sick day off and then last weekend friday i didnt do much.. just went out to dinner i think? idk i dont even remember wut ive done.. so uhh yeah ll just update this weekend.. friday i just chillaxed at home and stuff then saturday was dres bday!! and i basically ran errands with my mom like went to the mall and kohls and all that fun stuff cuz i love shopping =) got some new stuff.. u know the usual.. then my mom dyed my hair again for me so its like a "caramel" color now.. then i went to dattolis to celebrate dres bday with a bunch of guys and gals.. so i had a lot of fun then.. yesterday i ran some more errands with mommy and didnt do much.. so yeah my life hasnt been to excited like i did a lot but now i cant remember that far bak so i guess ill hafta update more often.. oh well.. peace
mad love
courtney
*4 days crissy!*
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heyy so its sunday but it def feels like saturday cuz its a 3-day weekend.. well neway updateee
thursday- went to school and took the chem middy.. it was a BEAST omg seriously when i tell u it was the hardest test ive ever taken in my whole life.. im really not kidding.. we got the test and opened it and everyone just lafed.. it seriously was a joke.. i failed it miserably and i know it did but w/e idk how anyone cud have passed it.. so yeah i came home didnt study for spanish then went to comp usa with the parental units to bring lappy [my laptop] there cuz its going away to b serviced =( so now i hafta share a comp with my bro.. this shud b good.. so then we went to charlie browns and on the way my dad was like 'oh court i have some good news and bad news' the good news was that he won me ryan cabrera tickets!! and its not even a concert its like a performance in a club meaning i wud b sooooo close to him! and im obsessed with him so it wud b hott to c him in a club.. but thats wut the bad news is.. its in a club.. therefore u hafta b over 21 to go.. my mom said shes gettin me a fake id but who knows if it will work.. maybe if they see im with my dad they wont bother me? yeah yeah i know im screwed =( so yeah that was my thursday
friday- spanish middy... not to bad but kinda hard cuz i didnt study.. oh well.. so after school i came home and sean and cody were waiting for me at my house with munchkins like i told them to.. but since it was raining out i told them to go inside before i got home.. so i get home and i find out that they imed every single person on my buddy list saying 'penis' yeah it was a disaster so if ur reading this and got that im IT WASNT ME!! so we just chilled and made cody a myspace lol.. then they went home.. then laster on at night i went to dres and then to the iron horse with her dattoli, cait, sarah, and michelle.. it was fun as always then we went bak to michelles for a bit then i said my goodbyes to all of them since they r going on the ski trip and i went home
saturday [yesterday]- didnt do much.. went to the mall with my mom and she told me beforehand we are ONLY going shopping for brianne[my sister], court.. PSHHH yeah right! so my mom bought me some stuff which was hott.. then i got home and watched the jets game.. sooo freakin pissed about that.. i want brien dead cuz its all his fault.. so towards the end of the game i felt really really sick and i went up to bed and cudnt move.. it was my freakin stomach problem again and i thought i was gunna die.. i cudnt even get up to tell my mom i was sick.. so she comes up and like flips out and goes to get me my ginger ale =) and so yeah my night sucked and i felt sooo sick
today- woke up and felt like shit.. im so dizzy everytime i get up.. i was suppose to go to the bc delbarton hockey game with crissy but now i cant cuz i can barely stay on my feet..ugh it totally sucks!.. hopefully ill feel better by 2morrow.. but for now im a lifeless body
-love you-
courtney
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yeahhh wutup its wednesday yet again.. heres the update:
thursday--> A SNOW DAY!!! soooo clutch!! it was amazingg.. except the part that i had to work from 330-830 but it wasnt tooo bad
friday--> back to school for a half day which was pointlessly gay.. sinc elunch was my last period i left at 1155 instead of waiting till 1240 cuz that wudve been gay.. so yeah my sis picked me up and i went home and slept.. then at night i went to palisades with casey nikki mary and all their friends.. i basically shopped around with casey nikki mary and pete.. it was so much fun.. we visited mo at pac sun which was hott too.. so yeah i went home like 10ish or so idk
saturday--> worked from 12-11.. got yelled at for wearing jeans but do i care??! NO cuz my boss is a bitch and i do wutever i can to piss her off since i quit already neway and i just hafta work for another week then its time for a new job for me! so yeah towards the end i felt sooo sick like i seriously thought i was gunna pass out.. but when i got outta there i felt better.. i stopped at my house to get some ish then i went to crissys to sleep over cuz she worked with me
sunday--> woke up at 8ish cuz we were suppose to work at 845 but i felt like i was gunna throw up and ugh it was that bad feeling i get when i go to the hospital so crissy worked and i went home and practically died.. but once i felt better i studied a bit for my english middy
monday--> went to school for english middy.. it wasnt that bad.. so then i was home by 1015 which was sweet.. i went bak to bed.. then i did my part of the chem review sheet even tho chem isnt until 2morrow.. thanks crissy so i didnt study for math or religion which i didnt think was too smart
yesterday--> had religion middy first which was surprisingly hard cuz sellers pulls questions outta her ass which isnt good.. but beda's math middy wasnt bad at all which was good since i didnt study.. so then i went home at like 1215.. slept.. and then went to crissys in the middle of the snow storm and we went to the bosco hockey game.. in the beginnin we were the only people there which was just great.. cuz it took us like a million hrs to get there since the roads were scary shitt.. but neway they won 9-3.. so then i went home and i thought we were gunna get another snow day so i didnt study for history middy
today--> history middy.. did not study at all so basically i pulled it outta my ass but i think i did well neway.. then me and crissy went to best buy.. her dad called this lady "budday" cuz she looked like a girl.. then we went bak to my house and ate then took a two hour nap.. we were so gone when we woke up and i dont feel well now but w/e 2morrow is the chem middy which is suppose to b a beast and im really considering not studying cuz the seniors say there is no point.. but w/e then finally friday is spanish middy and i might go bowling with some homies so we'll c.. everyone is leaving for the ski trip =( very sad so i also gotta chill with dre on friday b4 she leaves! so yeah thats about it.. i made a my space so check it out.. peace
-mad love-
courtney
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heyy its wednesday night and a lil while since ive updated just cuz i havent really been in the mood to anyway update.. last thursday i def went out somewhere maybe was it to the movies with cody and crissy to see spanglish? yes i def think so.. first we went to the iron horse to visit dre and then we went and saw spanglish which was really good except the ending def did suck.. so um yeah came home went to bed u know.. the usual.. so then friday was new years eve and i basically stayed home.. crissy and beer came over and we went to christines to say hi then we came bak to my house cuz my sis was having this ginormous party.. RATHER interesting.. so yeah ashley and cait stopped by for a bit b4 they had to go.. and dre stayed until after midnight then left.. crissy and beer slept over.. so yeah not very exciting but i cud give a shit less.. so then new years day i was sooo tired cuz i didnt go to bed till 430ish then i was up at like 915.. but still i went to the mall with crissy to get my freakin hott pink vest which i love and then we went bak to her house for a while then i went homee.. so yeah sunday i was depressed all day just thinkin about school and i also went to the bosco hockey game but they lost so that was kinda sad..and i think that was pretty much it.. monday was first day vak and everyone looked like the were about to committ suicide.. school sucks as always and it did yesterday and today too.. yesterday i worked then i went to the bosco hockey game but they won this time 4-2!! yay it was awesome cuz they beat the team that they lost to in the last game last yr which brought back saddening memories of that game.. so yeah today school was gay and then i worked again.. then came home and now im soo tired.. but 2morrow might be a snow day which wud b AmAziNg x 100 so im really hoping for it.. next week are middys which im gunna blow as always.. so heres my schedule for the future..
2morrow: hopefully a snow day and work from 330-830
friday: half day of school and palisades with casey
saturday: work from 11-11 ((shoot me))
sunday: work from 830-5 ((shoot me now if u didnt before))
all next week: midterms
yeahhh so basically my next week or so of my life is going to suck the biggest balls you cud ever imagine.. even bigger then codys hahaha.. so um yeah im out later!!
-love you still-
courtney
ps everyone better wear their pjs insideout tonight for a snow day!
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wutupp its already thursday and that means only 4 days after today until school! it sucks cuz once we go bak we have a week and the marking period ends on friday which is bad cuz my grades r disgustingly horrible this quarter.. and then the week after next is midterms ughhh im gunna prob bomb most of them so that shud b exciting.. but neway im def getting ahead of myself so lets do the usual update.. well monday i went to gsp with crissy and it was a complete nightmare.. sooo freakin crowded.. i spent like a million hrs in american eagle and came out with a new sweatshirt, sweater, and polo.. so that was pretty hott.. and yeah eventually we got home.. then ash and rocky called and they came to get me and we were going to go get dinner in nanuet.. of course we get COMPLETELY lost.. soooo scary i really was about to shat myself.. so then i saw signs for blauvelt and i knew casey lived there so i called her lol her and mo saved us and got us to palisades.. so then we eventually found out way to nanuet.. so after dinner we ended up in montvale.. crazy shit went down there that i dont even wanna get into.. to sum it up ill just say i was with ash and rocky then ash then rocky came bak and then i was crying in the parking lot of dairy queen lol with cap and anders there so that was exciting that they got to c my cry.. then ash was upset.. oh MAN it was just a nightmare of a night.. but eventually i got all my feelings out to people so i guess it was ok in that way.. but this is wut i hate about myself that i hold in my feelings to much until im about to explode and one lil thing sets me off.. but w/e.. so um i got home at like 11.15 and had to call cody and dre cuz in the middle of it all i called them crying so i had to tell them i was sane again.. then i was online till like 130 2.. then i tried to go to sleep which took me a longgg time but i eventually got there.. so neway! lol after all that then tuesday i went to the mall again with crissy only this time paramus park.. we thought so ppl were there and we had a few scares lol.. but i got some more ish there and yeah then my dad picked us up and we drove crissy home.. we slid down her whole street cuz it was snowing and the ice formed.. it was soo scary.. so then i got home and was bored so i made crissy come over so we cud watch miracle and burn cds.. then she left at like 1130ish or so and i stayed online once again and eventually went to bed.. yesterday i didnt do much but in the afternoon i went and got a manicure and pedicure with my mom for some bonding time.. then i went to dattoli's with dre cait and sarah.. me and cait went out and got anchorman cuz cait got her license!! yay for cait! so we watched some of that and then my dad came.. so i got home and was online and then watched a walk to remember which made me hysterical as it does every time i watch it.. u think id b used to it by now cuz i know wut happens but nope.. so um thats really it.. today idk wut im doing.. i really shud start my homework but i dont feel like it.. i was asked to work but i said no cuz i wanna get a new job.. umm besides that life is the usual boring self.. idk wut im doin 2morrow night for new years yet but it better b good.. so yeah ill update 2morrow or sumthin.. pizzeace
-mad love-
c.dillz<3
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yooo its monday and heres the update.. so xmas eve cody came over and gave me my cimple plan cd =) it is really good expecially this song called perfect world.. its amazing.. so um yeah then eventually the family friends came over and it sucked cuz all my bro and sis do is gang up on me.. but w/e.. so we ate dinner then my sis took me to crissys to get the turtle beanie baby from her to give to bailey [my dog lol] and she gave me an awesome shirt from american eagle and the movie starsky and hutch and a lot of american eagle cinnimon mints which she KNOWS i loveee so then we [me my bro and sis] drove past my grandparents house for old times sake.. it was weird to see but yeah.. so then we came home and watched some movies and eventually went to bed.. then we woke up at like 8 the next morning and opened presents i got..
*gift certificate to pac sun
*gold ring with my name on it
*britney spears perfume
*lots of clothes
*money
yeah and the rest of the usual candy, lottery tix.. u know the deal.. so we then ate breakfast and went to go see my grandpa.. he was so happy to see us since its our first christmas without my grandma.. its really sad without her being there and i seriously was hysterical at his house.. i just cudnt take it.. but w/e u keep livin life i guess.. so yeah the rest of christmas day was boring and i was just kinda sad about my gma and about everything going on right now so it sucked.. umm yeah then yesterday i didnt really do much.. but at night i went with dattoli dre chris and jon to c meet the fockers... it was hysterical.. idk which movie i liked better tho but it really was funny.. then last night i got really pissed off at like 1am but we wont go into details about that.. so today idk wut im doing hopefully mallin it so i can exchange and buy some ish.. but um yeah thats about it.. im out
-later-
*courtney<3
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ok so today is friday.. xmas eve.. woohoo.. ever since my mom got into a fight with her family xmas eve has sucked cuz now we dont talk to my gparents so we dont go over there like we used to.. its been 7 yrs but still it gets me every year at this time.. i get sad =( but w/ee so update.. tuesday i went to bosco with crissy and saw sean.. then we went to woodbury commons and looked around.. all i had was a credit card and i wanted to buy stuff from locoste but of course u need id.. man i wish i was older.. so um then i came home and went to dres.. we went to the iron horse for dinner and then we went to the movies and saw ocean's 12.. it was ok.. maybe it wasnt that good cuz i didnt c the first one.. oh well lol.. so then i came home and yeah didnt do much.. so wednesday i woke up and went to get bagels with cody and sean.. then we got munchkins from dunkin donuts cuz i was craving chocolate ones.. we then walked to the bank so i cud cash my pay check and when i came out sean and cody had eatin all the chocolate munchkins and left the jelly ones [the only ones they KNOW i hate] and they thought it was funny.. i was pissed lol.. so then we went to return codys movie and we rented meet the parents.. they came over and we watched it.. then i drove them home and picked my bro up from school.. then i didnt do anything and i got really bored so at like 10 crissy came and picked me up and we went to elvis' house to see the lights.. it was sickening how many lights that guy has up.. so then we went to the diary queen in montvale but of course it was closed.. effin dairy queen.. so then we were like hmm lets c if the bowling alley is open.. turns out that was the only night it was open past like 5.. it was open to 12 so we bowled two games while it was like 1130 at night lol.. very exciting.. so then we went home and i went to bed.. yesterday i had to get up early cuz the effin cleanin ppl came but i asked them to do my room first which was good cuz then i got to go bak to bed.. then i got up and took a shower and ish then went to garden state with ash and cait.. good times.. finished my xmas shopping and then came home at like 6ish or so.. made a billion batches of cookies for my mom and then i got so sick that i had to b confined to my bed.. i felt like someone punched me in the stomach it sucked big nuts.. and uh yeah that was about it.. so today i woke up at 12 and ive basically done nothing.. cody is comin over soon so we can exchange gifts.. i wanna get my eyebrows done but no1 will take me =(.. and tonight our family friends are comin over for dinner and all that good ish.. of couse the two kids r my sis and bro's ages.. no1 for me.. as usual.. so ill b online alone for most of the night.. um yeah thats pretty much it.. hopefully ill get some cool ish 2morrow.. i know its selfish but it wud b hott.. and besides that i really wish i cud talk to someone but i know its not gunna happen cuz i apologize for nothing and im kinda sick of doing that but w/e.. im out
-happy holidays-
courtney<3
*so here's your holiday, i hope you.. enjoy it this time.. you gave it all away*
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random i know
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wudduppp GaNgsTaA??!??!.. so um yeah today is tuesdayyy and im soo mad that the hockey game got cancelled for tonight but wut can ya do.. well neway update timee
saturday: went to dres then babysat.. it was hysterical cuz the ppl were jewish so we plugged in their menora and took pics and such.. and then everywhere we turned were like stars of david and dradles and ish.. it was seriously like the best ever.. then we stole gold coined chocolate that had all jewish stuff on it.. sooo funny.. so yeah then we went bak to dres and i slept over
sunday: got picked up early by my mom cuz i had to go to my bros hockey game for his bday.. they got murdered..oh well.. so then we came home, i made cookies.. then we went out to dinner to chillis.. i got some ribs which were amazing as always.. so then we came home and it was all icy out so my mom wudnt let me go out with dre dattoli and sarah.. or i cudnt go out with jon or chris either =( very sad.. so i just stayed home online and ish and gave my bro his presents.. and yeah that was basically it
monday [yesterday]: woke up.. then went for a joy ride with crissy around bergen county.. haha def went down memory lane thurr.. so yeah then i went home and ate dinner and did some ish.. then at night crissy came over and so did ash and we went to walgreens and got some hair dye.. then we came home and they did my hair and now.. IM A BRUNETTE!!! HELL YEAAAA.. i like it.. there r pics on my world is round.. http://www.worldisround.com/articles/104202/index.html
so yeah im so pumped.. umm and that was last night
so today idk wut exactly im doing.. goin to bosco with crissy now for a lil peek around.. then tonight maybe goin out to westwood with my chicas or sumthin.. so yeah thats about it.. im out laterrr
-peaceee-
courtney<33
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heyy its saturday and the first official day of xmas break!!! yeah first outta 16! im soo excited.. so um yeah yesterday was def a pointless day.. and of course i had to end the day with beda's math class and she wanted to teach us something new but we all just got up and opened up all food and candy and refused to learn so we had a party it was amazinggg.. we had a lil bonding circle and talked about guys and how much they ruin our lives and all other ish.. yes very exciting.. so yeah we watched movies in every other class except miss d tried to teach us but we took my penguin that rocky gave me for xmas and we threw it around the room untill miss d punted it to the ceiling and i scream at the top of my lungs and told her i was gunna call the penguin abuse hotline.. yes very amusing.. so um yeah as soon as the bell rang i was in heaven lol.. so i went home yesterday and then crissy came over and we went to the mall.. i got stuf for dre for xmas and for my bro for his bday which is 2morrow.. then i went to crissys and chilled and watched the concert that i wanted to c.. and we were singing old school dream songs which allowed me to vent some lol.. um then i came home and had a fuckin hysterical convo with cody and sean in a chat room.. like seriously i was pissing during it.. so then i went to bed eventually after findin out that bosco won their hockey game which is always good.. cant wait for that home game on tuesday.. shud b good.. so then this morning even tho i had off from work i woke up early to go to breakfast with cody and sean which was good as always.. then i came home and went to the bosco basketball game.. they won by like over 30 or sumthin.. kinda boring cuz they were winnin by a lot the whole time.. but yeah.. so now im home but tonight i think im babysitting with dre which shud b hott.. then 2morrow hopefully cait will dye my hair which wud b veryyy interesting but hey its worth a shot lol.. and um yeah thats about it.. im gunna go now and take a lil nap =) peacee
love u
court<3
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